Yeay!!! I have my own Bulatan Gembira

Assalamualaikum.
(Tak jawab dosa, jawab sayang. Eheh. Maria Elena pulak.)

      Finally, alhamdulillah. After years and years, thought I have my own Bulatan Gembira. Admit it, selama ni memang nak tapi usaha nak mencari tu tak. My bad. Tp hari ni. Just now. Allah grants my wish. Sorang senior and sorang kawan. Friend of friend sebenarnya invite me and Pagiera to join them kat surau. Maghrib berjemaah and lepas tu, sharing moment. Everything goes smooth. Alhamdulillah. Happy to be one of them. And every week, we'll have Bulatan Gembira kat surau. I'Allah, kalau berkesempatan, will post about what I have from it. Doa2kan! Semoga ini permulaan untuk sebuah pengakhiran yang baik. Amin

"Ya Allah, tetapkan lah iman kami. Jangan Engkau palingkan hati kami setelah engkau memberi hidayah"

By (The token of) Time (Through the ages), Verily, Men in Loss, Except such as have Faith, and do righteous deeds, and (join together) in the mutual teaching of Truth, and of Patience and Constancy.




**Apa lagi, carilah Bulatan Gembira. Saling mengingati ke arah kebaikan. I'Allah tak rugi pun. Till meet again. :)

Kahwin!Kahwin!Kahwin!

Salam alaik

    Suddenly, dapat idea nak buat new entry. Hihik. Sengih gedik. Last sem, I have conversation with my friend. And suddenly, she talked about her cousin (male) who have fall in love with a girl and told his mom about the girl. Sweet ey. Jarang la remaja skang ni nak bg tau mak dulu kalau jatuh cinta. Ye dak? I know a lil bit about him. And I know he's a good person and a person who have good knowledge in Islam. And I asked my friend, "The girl tu baik ke? Mesti yang tdg labuh kan?" As I expected, my friend sais "Yes"


    Idk why but feel so sad until I burst into tears. Not because I got jealous. Oh tidakkk. Haha. Tapi rasa macam sedih sbb lelaki baik mesti cari yg baik. I mean, Yg kopiah pilih yang tdg labuh. Ustaz dgn ustazah. Penah tak terlintas kat fikiran korang? Ke aku jer? Actually, my dream, my hope, I wanna have a husband that have good knowledge in Islam and make Islam as Ad-Deen. But, I know I'm not a good muslim yet. With lack of 'ilm. Mudah lalai. Mudah lupa. Bukan bertudung labuh. Ada ke my lelaki idaman nak? ehemmm...Sebab tu rasa sedih. Rasa macam tak tercapai je impian tu. Bukan saja2 ye nak orang baik. Penting sbb he is the leader for our family. A leader on how to build a Baitul Muslim. Melahirkan anak2 soleh dan solehah.



Me: Aku nak lelaki yang boleh bimbing aku. Terima kekurangan aku and perbetulkan

Friend: Try your best to be good. Allah knows well. Allah tau apa yang kita perlukan. Mungkin kita tgk orang tu baik orang ni baik. Tapi igt, Allah knows better who are good or not.

Lepas tu rasa okay deh. Hehe. Husnudzhon dengan Allah. He always know what I need.

Ingat, good women for good men, evil women for evil man. Jom jadi lebih baik. KeranaNya. I'Allah

Sahabat Hoyeahhhh Sahabat Seiman

Assalamualaikum.

Alhamdulillah, have finished this 3rd sem for foundation successfully, okay, too early to conclude that as result for this semester not out yet. Hehs. Baru petang tadi la last paper nye =="

Now, 3a.m, just finished packing for Inter-sem Holidays. Hoyeahhhhh! Haa, alang2 dah sebut hoyeaaahhh ni, teringat the main purpose of this post. Hari tu kannnnn, erkkk, Nahwan, one of my soooo besttt frienddd ha gitu told about a blog, Angel Pakai Gucci! What?! Gucci?! Haha. So funny as soon as I know the blog's name. Nak dijadikan cerita, apa lagiiiii, balik google la the blog sebab she said its awesome! Baca punya baca sampai la terjumpa satu entry ni. Erti Persahabatan Yang Hooyeahhhhhh .  Even korang boleh tekan and baca sendiri entry tapi nak jugak sentuh sikit. ;P. Ok. Tak nak lah, baca sendiri. What I want to say is I wanna be a sahabat yang hooyeahhhh. Seorang yang bila mana sahabatnya ditimpa masalah, I'm the one yang berdiri di sebelahnya, duduk dan mendengar masalah. Or at least asking them, "Are you okay?". I'm not so good in showing care or love but I do love and care about them. But I don't know how to show la. Paham tak?! Ego ke tu? Ye la koooottt. Segan. Malu. #eh. So, jangan jadi macam iolss la kan. #retis. Jangan malu nak tunjuk sayang, penghargaan and paling penting remember of your friends in every single doa you make.

Sahabat VICTORIOUS 0610

Tetiba je gambar kan? Nak show off la sikit saya ada ramai sahabat haaa. We are like family, scolding like a mom, caring like a father, annoying like a sister.HA.HA.HA. I'Allah, wherever I step my high heels(?), I will never forget all of you. Sentiasa. Ada. Di. Dalam. Hati. Ecewwwaaahh. Semoga redha Allah sentiasa bersamamu. Ya Allah, sukar kami berkumpul kembali seperti ini di duniamu, namun Ya Allah, izinkan kami berkumpul seperti ini di syurgaMu. Ok semua. Tearssss. Tsk tsk.

Sahabat from UIA

Sahabat peneman, penyeri suasana bila sunyi bertandang saat berjauhan dengan family. Allah, jadikan kami antara hamba-Mu yang berjaya di dunia dan lebih-lebih akhirat. Bantulah kami dalam menjaga ukhuwah ini. KeranaMu.


Dan bersahabatlah kerana Allah, I'Allah dirimu tidak terluka.Wallahu'alam

Bersyukurlah-----

Salam alaikum.

       Alhamdulillah. Syukur. Masih berkesempatan untuk berdiri di muka bumi. Masih mampu bernafas. Masih mampu bertakbir memuji Allah. Syukur di atas nikmat yang tidak terkira. Iaitu nikmat iman dan nikmat Islam. Allahurabbi. tanpa nikmat ini, entah ke mana kita terpesong. Nauzubillahiminzalik. Keep thinking about topic for my new entries. Seriously, i don't know what to post instead of busy with studying. (so lame huh?). Something come up last week. No, i think its about last two week. Something make me feel so guilty. Yeah. Guilty towards him. I lost to my feeling. Lost to whisper of shatan. Allow me to disclose this story. Take it as a lesson.

       About 2 weeks ago, my friends from previous school. Yeah, you my readers. Victorious 0610 have got offer to pursue their degree. Suddenly, i don't know why, I feel like so jealous towards them. *sorry korang! You know why? Because i'm still in foundation. I have 1 more semester excluding this semester. Thats mean, they are a step forward about 1 year and left me behind. And I, feel like"Oh my God. Am I choose the right way to come here, IIUM? Change my major from science to account?". And feel more disturbed when I know my cousin pursue her study in Bachelor in Accounting in USM which is what i dream of . Oh noo! I'm here still not have any conformation whether I can make it or not. Here, the rivalry is high you know. IIUM have the quota in every major.

My mind goes so miserable and I told my friend what I feel. The feeling of regret. And you know what, she replied. To cool me down. To raise up my spirit yang mencecah paras bahaya.

Apa sahaja yang kita miliki hari ini,bersyukurlah dan usahakan yang terbaik untuk guna nikmat itu di jalan Allah SWT.Mungkin hari ini orang lain lebih baik nasib mereka,lebih luas rezeki mereka,lebih cerah kehidupan mereka,tapi masa akan datang tiada siapa yang tahu.Boleh jadi kerana keredhaan dan kesabaran kita dalam menerima segala kekurangan yang kita ada pada hari ini,Allah SWT beri kita sesuatu yang lebih berharga suatu saat nanti.Tidak mengapa jika apa yang kita miliki hari ini nampak kecil pada pandangan manusia,asalkan besar pada pandangan Allah SWT(Jika kita guna hanya kerana Allah SWT).Bersabar ya,menghadapi segala kekurangan kerana Allah SWT Maha Adil.Yakin^^,

(La haula wala quwwata illa billah)

And seriously, after i received this, my tears started rolls down non-stop. Allah, I haven't grateful for what you have bestowed me. I feel like so ashamed with memyself and Him. Allah, forgive me. After that, I feel release. When I give all my trust to Him. I know He plans what the best for me. Even better than what i could ever imagined. And much better than what I have planned for myself. So, please, put your trust in Him. thanks Him for every ni'mat that He give. If not today, the time will come. Berusaha. And put the rest in Allah. 

*Thanks Allah for sending me sahibah yang memimpin ke jalan Mu.

*maybe situation kita berbeza. Tapi. take the point 1st. 

Till we meet again. Goodnight. Salam.

How to complete Al-Quran in Ramadhan

Salam alaik. Salam Ramadhan. Subhanallah. Ramadhan Kareem. Bertemu lagi. Ya Allah, semoga Ramadhan kali ini membawa seribu rahmat. seribu berkat. Semoga Ramadhan ini menjadi satu titik permulaan untuk kami menjadi hambaMu yang lebih baik. Allah, bersyukur kami dipertemukan dengan bulan ini lagi. Yang mana tengah berhoneymoon di rumah tu. Yang sedang bercuti sementara menunggu kemasukan degree, manfaatkan Ramadhan korang dengan sebaik-baiknya. Jeles tau korang puasa rumah. Tapi its okay, yang kena belajar macam saya ni, take it sincerely. Belajar itu ibadah gak! Jangan jadikan puasa menjadi kita tidak produktif. Seharusnya menjadi lebih baik. Dan misi saya untuk bulan penuh barakah ini adalah untuk khatam kan Al-Quran sekali dengan maksudnya. I'Allah moga diberi kesempatan. I have found this and feel free to share:- 

Jom habiskan bacaan Al-Quran. Bertadarus bertarawih berpuasa beriftar beramai-ramai. Allah.... indahnya Ramadhan.Till we meet again! Ramadhan Kareem.

Penjagaan Ikhtilat

Salam 'alaik..

      It's has been a week since the last post. Time running fast. bukan Running Man. And I keep busying myself with those assignment and revision. tapi ber'tweet' ada gak. Hehe. And I try my best to always spend my time to this blog. To remind me my self and you. In the same time, to increase my investment for the akhirat. Biidznillah. Today is 17 Sha'baan. And we have about 13 days before Ramadan Al-Mubarak. I'Allah, may He reached us to the month with the full of barakah. So, please prepare your mental and physical. Then,  how is your emaan today. Is it okay? Have you flourish it everyday? May they are in good conditions. :)

       Lets back to the topic. Ikhtilat? What is that? In Malay. it means that penjagaan hubungan with the opposite gender. Kalau perempuan, mestilah the opposite gender tu lelaki la kan? Now, as we can see many people esp the teenagers do not care about ikhtilat. They do not mind to mix with everyone. Yeah, I have found that its so hard to jaga la kan. And I'm too, have lost to the whispers of Shaitan severe times. Hurmmm. So, wake up sisters and brothers. We can do it! Don not get yourself easily hang up with them. Unless la, you have discussion in study or in society. But... if for those reasons, there are some condition. Make sure we discuss in public. Bukan di tempat2 tersembunyi ye. And make sure bukan berdua tapi biarlah 4 or more to make sure kita tak terfitnah. I'Allah. Jaga pertuturan. Jaga aurat. Jaga batas2 pergaulan. And the top of them is jaga hati. Alright?

And the picture below shows the reality that happen among us. And me is no exception. Admit it. Renung dan berfikirlah. :)

We have gifted an 'aql to think

So, jom berjihad menjaga hati dan mensucikan hati. See ya again. May Allah bless us. :)

Still learning :)

What i want to say is I'm no perfect. I am learning. Masih merangkak dalam mencari arah tuju hidup dan kadang-kala tersungkur. But, i do not want tersungkur dalam masa yang lama. Please do not expect me as a very very good girl when i talk about agama. Kalau Allah buka aib saya, for sure rasa tak mampu berjalan di muka bumi ni. Tak mampu untuk mengeluarkan kata2. Tapi Alhamdulillah, Allah is The Most Merciful. Dia melindungi aib saya. Saya seperti anda dan mungkin jauh lagi kurang dari anda. Remember one principle that every Muslim should do the dai'e. And this is my way. Tegur dan pimpin ketika saya salah. May Allah bless. :) 

Allah melihat usaha dan bukan natijah